evoked acceptance

im glad that you are on the road to inner happiness.
im also on the road, but ive got a longer road to go. i have family to overcome, feelings to overcome, choices to overcome. i have friends to get over, boys to get over, life to get over.
but i do know one thing. nothing has never made me more happier and made me feel so accepted as ROTC. eveyone takes me as i am and doesnt judge. they realize that to really be called a team, you have to accept each other and move on. AND ROTC DOES THAT FOR ME . it moves me.
and even at this moment, i have tears streaming down my face becuz of these emotions that are evoked each time i think of the aceptance and the teamwork. i am going to make rotc my life, atleast until i graduate., then, who knows.
these tears are a symbol that happiness can be found in anything, you just have to find it and hold on.

poetry

a song within itself
to behold and hold up to the sky
a remake of theworld
I want to be a part of them
the words i rearrange
and can change anytime
i want to ponder them
to feel them in my palm
and in my soul and in my mind
i want to reach them
to see inside their soul
and feel the life that grows
i want to breach them
i want to breathe the bond
that keeps them locked in other worlds
i want to discover them
to exceed heights of all galore
and hold them all forevermore
i want to be of them
i want to combine the equations
of our being together
i wnt to succeed them
i want to fly and flitter
high into all space until we are one
i want to be a part of them
poetry

just go

All I want from you tonight
Is for you to spread your wings and take flight
Into the sky
Oh its time to say goodbye
Just take your stuff and head out the door
I don’t want to see you anymore
Just go, go and escape this pain
We lasted for a few months
But baby, it’s not working out
You know this, know this
But still you want to shout
Fighting won’t help this situation
All we can do, all we can do
Is just follow moderation
All I want from you tonight
Is for you to spread your wings and take flight
Into the sky
Oh its time to say goodbye
Just take your stuff and head out the door
I don’t want to see you anymore
Just go, go and escape this pain
We can’t be together
We can’t work this out
Our time is now finished
But go on and shout
Crying won’t help bring this to attention
All we can do, all we can do
Is just lock this up in detention
All you want from me tonight
Is for me to spread my wings and take flight
Into the sky
You say that its time to say goodbye
Ill take my stuff and head out the door
You don’t want to see me anymore
Ill go, go and escape this pain

truth be told

truth be told
info might leak
to the press
what would they think?
what would they drink
what would they seek
if info from me
somehowed leaked

truth be told
what would they say
if they found out
some things today
what would they pay
if time today
was set aside
what would they say

truth be told
i do not care
you never said
you never shared
you didnt hold
out what you told
so now tears cry
from years of old

truth be told
i cannot see
why you held back
whats wrong with me
your will aint free
it came to me
i found it out
i can now see

truth be told
there was no trust
only lies
and long loved lust
there was some rust
i might combust
but what there wasnt
was some trust

truth be told
the truth is gone
how can i trust
i wasnt wrong
it wasnt long
before the song
of this deceits
truth was gone